Welcome to my blog. I document my thoughts, opportunities, and ideas. I’m deeply interested in philosophy, artificial intelligence, and collaboration.
50 Blogs By End of Year: This post describes the challenge, my reasons for taking it on, and why I felt like it was a worthy goal.
Sanctifying the Profane: I’m trying to scrape away at a spiritual problem in this essay. I’m looking for a way to create spiritual spaces in absence of the type of spiritual belief we were brought up to believe.
NSFW blog post elsewhere on the internet.
Engineering for the Mind: My intuition is that we can understand our minds and mechanisms that make them work at the same level that we understand how to build bridges. This hasn’t happened yet, and here is my first attempt at explaining the problem.
Yummy Desires: Connected to Engineering for the Mind, I am poking at whether desires exist beyond the equivalent of saying “Yum! I like this!”
The Third Rule of Alchemy: A post in a series of posts about transformation and the self. These are fictional vinettes meant to convey what a future essay and exercises will also capture.
Meaning:Eternalism: This is a post in the meaning sequence. This is a critique of eternalism as a viable theory of meaning.
The Inside View and the Outside View: Self Esteem: This is a post in the meaning sequence and sub-sequence about the Inside and Outside View of ourselves. I’m reflecting on how comparing our subjective facts to objective facts causes suffering. I also have an out of place aside about theories of mind and how odd it is that we have both and inside view and outside view at all. I couldn’t kill my darlings here, so I’ll probably write a longer post on that later on.
Making Music: I’m sharing some music I’ve recently made. I’m a novice, but sharing the process of learning and some brief reflections on that process is part of the fun of this blog.
Hardest Coaching Lesson: Sharing one of the most challenging coaching lessons: It’s not about me. My job is not to get people to think like me, it’s to get them to think like them.
A NSFW blog post elsewhere on the net.
A NSFW blog post elsewhere on the net.
the breath: a poem about a trip and making music with my brothers
Prayer to Dionysus and Apollo: A solumn vow made before the gods and a request made for healing and guidance on my path.
The Moon: a poem for a lover
Macrina: a poem for a lover
Learning Goals and Topics for 2023: The first blush as what my I’d like to learn about in 2023. This is ground work for my 2023 goals post
Toys I Want: This is a list of tech that I currently crave.
Home Improvement Dreams: This a short and non-exhaustive list of projects I need to complete around my house.
Gym Equipment Desires: This is a list of the gym equipment I’d like to have for my home gym.
Vanity: This is a list of things I am vain about and would like to change
Emotional Skills I Wish I Had: The first in a series of lists about emotional weaknesses I have and what I might be able to do about them
Skills for 2023: A list of skills I’m hoping to develop in 2023. These items will go on my goal list for 2023
Top 3 Pain Management Books: These are the books I think have the best bang for buck for managing pain.
Top 3 Mindsets for Managing Pain: These are the top mindsets that I think help with pain management.
Learning Poetry, Or Making Your Mind A Canvas: I memorized 10 poems this year, and read many, many more. My mind is different and better because of it.
The Second Rule of Alchemy: a piece of short fiction exploring how we transform ourselves.
The Current State of the Meaning Project: I’ve been slowly working on a project around personal meaning. This post catalogs the current state.
Core Values: This is a blog post that includes a list of values that I’ve used several times in coaching sessions. It’s a helpful jumping-off point for discussions about how we prioritize our lives.
Cursed Values: This is a joke post meant to mirror the previous blog post. I like the idea of cursed values that we fulfill against our will.
Kinetic Curiosity: A post with some goals for next year around movement.
Hymns for Winter Solstice: I put together a ritual for the winter solstice this year. The hymns are ancient orphic hymns to the gods.
Metalearning in 2020: These are three thematic lessons I had from 2022 that I’m taking as wisdom from the year.
Taming the Genie: Small Wishes and the First Rule: This is a short non-fiction post examining how transformation really looks on the inside. Small changes to our life can have profound impact on our lives, but are risky to our values.
Jonah: This is a story about Jonah and how we’re always transforming.
Taming the Genie: Exercises on the First Rule: These are coaching exercises designed to provoke you to explore what you want or to fully ignore that as a motivator
Can Chat GPT Write My Blog: Chat GPT is going to change the world. But could it write my blog this year?
Seasonal Depression: I’ve struggled with seasonal depression for most of my adult life. Here are a few tips on how I deal with it.
Creating a Life Together: I love this book and want to explore the territory better. I’ve day dreamed about communal living for some time, but I’d like to dig in a bit this year to better understand if its something I really want in reality.
2022 Favorites: These are a few of my favorite things from this year.
Friendship and Mortal Dread: I may only see my best friends 100 more times before I die. How can I make it more?
The Pain Brain: A blog looking at the problem of neuroplastic pain
Pain Dualism: A Blog looking at two different mindsets toward pain
Top 3 Chronic Pain Coaching Exercises: looking at 3 different exercises for managing pain. These are short and sweet.
Taming the Genie: Every Moment, A Different Self: Can you be someone different today? Aren’t you already?
2022: A Review: A review of my 2022 goals
The Sith Code: A reflection on my exit from vipassana-only meditation practice and why passion is a critical part of my meditation habit
On AI Eschatology, Or The Trainwreck, Or Living in the Apocalypse: This is a truth-adjacent sci-fi horror fiction story I’m writing. This is what a first draft of my fiction looks like. It needs a better voice but there’s something good in here worth figuring out.
Fuck, Marry, Kill: Here are a few examples of mildly hard iterations of this game. It was fun trying to get really vicious with some of these.
This Place is A Prison: A nihilistic reflection on living in the Pacific Northwest